ASSALAMUALAIKUM
You hurt me, a lot
Oh God, how can I say that I'm really hurt. I don't know what had happened, but this time i felt that something wrong was happened to him,and to us. Babe, what is wrong with you? And what the hell is going on with us, babe? Are you going to leave me? No it is not. It will never happened to us. I won't. You said that I can have you and I will, you just said that. But how about this time? You said that you can't. Why? yeah, like what you said, time change, people change. But how can you change your mind? :(I afraid to ask. I'm afraid that you'll get angry. I'm afraid that you'll leave. This fear...I'm afraid. I'm acting like there's nothing happened. I'm just doing what I'm doing like usual. But, how can I bear to pretend like this? I'm hurt. Can you please just tell me what had happened? No, you'll never told me. Because you'll never tell me anything. Yes, anything.Babe,I'm the one who need to understand you. I'm the one who need to be patience. And I'm the one who need to wait for you. But, I never see what is you effort to get on me? You never show to me. You know what babe, how hard we have been together. It's hard! I know, ya I know that I'm not yours. But, you just said that... ahhh, never mind, just forget it. Forget everything what had happened. Forget what you've said to me before. I hate to remind it all over again.I'm sorry if something goes wrong because of me. I'm really sorry. I know you can't loved anybody. It's hard for you and hurt for me too. But please, never think bout leaving. I know you need me. I know you can't without me. Just, I can't be there for you when you needed. I'm sorry, babe. I just can't. But, one thing, why you telling me lies? I know nothing, and without thinking, you lie to me everything. I'm sorry for saying this. What else i can do without you, who constantly reminding how much you care of me every single hours, like before....
Me, heart yaa babe.
sincerely, fie
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